Sunday, March 6, 2011

Very VERY Faint Line

Could it be??????????? This morning I had a very faint line on my pregnancy test. You practically have to have a microscope to see it! ha! I'll be retesting in the morning and probably every single day to follow!!!!

We told Big Guy goodbye yesterday. Jay & I both broke down at their home when we told him goodbye. It was much harder than we anticipated. Then when we came home and saw his little empty room it was so heartbreaking. But I'm SO incredibly thankful that they want to stay in touch. Thank You, Lord!! He is healing my broken heart and giving me strength. I am relying on Him to get me through this.


15 comments:

The Smiths said...

can't imagine having to say a goodbye like that. keep us updated on the "faint" line, hoping and praying that it gets darker by the day!

Kelly said...

I can't begin to imagine what you're feeling...the anxiety of the faint BFP and saying goodbye.

I pray that this is a BFP and a super, sticky one, too. I admire your positive outlook, your faith and your ability to love through all of this.

You'll be in my thoughts.

J said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Your strength amazes me!! You are changing my heart...I'm opening ideas I never thought I would and I know it is partly because of you and your love.

I hope this is your BFP!

Amazing Life said...

Wow, I will be praying for a darker line and a safe baby in your womb :)

You are stronger than I could be, but I know God is so pleased with how you and your husband are caring for the little ones that he sends to your home!

Ellen said...

I am praying for you and Jay to have an easy and healthy pregnancy!
I know it was very difficult to give your Big Guy up.

In this wonderful life... said...

I can't imagine saying goodbye either! You are SO STRONG!

I'll be saying lots of prayers about that pregnancy test!

I'm about to email you!

E said...

Aww, sorry you had to say goodbye. :( I hope you get to continue to see him.

It sounds positive to me!! I can't wait to see what another one says. :)

Tracy said...

Um, you realize you cannot say "faint line" and not post a picture, right? lol.

Sorry you had to say goodbye to big guy. I know you *knew* it was coming, but you love him, so it has to be hard.

Sarah said...

I can't imagine have to say good-bye like that...well I did once to a foster puppy and I cried like a baby (obviously well before I wanted human children). I hope that faint line get's darker and I will be praying for a healthy pregnancy.

Prairie Anonymous said...

I agree with Tracy. I was reading in Google Reader & had to click over to see the faint line for myself, but No Pic!

That's so exciting.

Sorry about the hard time saying goodbye to big guy. It reminds me of a line from Love Actually "Listen, it was always going to be a totally sh.it time." You know you have to prepare for it, you know it'll suck, but no matter how ready you are, it still sucks.

But your faint line the day after a goodbye reminds me of the saying about a door closing & a window opening.

Can't wait to hear more.

Jessica said...

Exciting! I'll be praying for you!

Lynette said...

So many emotions for you to sort out. Sad goodbyes yet possible excitement on the horizon. Praying.

Erin B. said...

Aw, I'm so sorry you had to say good-bye to Big Guy. That must have been so hard. Will you see him this Sunday? You guys have made such a difference in his life... what an incredible thing to do for someone. Have I told you lately how much I admire you?? :-)

And YAY on the line!!! My last BFP started out that way and I'm now 24 weeks pg with another little boy. :-) Here's hoping tomorrow brings one that's a little darker and then an even darker the next day...! Please keep us posted. I will be thinking of you!

Brittany said...

Yeah!!! Praying for you in both situations!!!!

Birdie said...

Everyone is so encouraging!! Thank you!!!!!

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