Monday, March 21, 2011

I'm Bleeding

The fever got up to 100.2. I took a Tylenol. It's staying around 99.5.

I talked to my RE's nurse. She said not to worry. It's probably from the progesterone. I also reported the cat scratch (Thanks for the sweet comment from the Grandmommy on my last post. :) But since it's not red and doesn't look infected they don't believe it's anything to worry about.

Probably 30 minutes after talking to her I went to the bathroom, and there was a small gush of red blood.

I've seen this before. 4 times before. So I called my ob/gyn, and I'm going for blood work this evening and again on Wednesday.

I prayed that if I was going to m/c that it would be early and before I saw the heartbeat. But it still hurts. I hoped and prayed that I would never miscarry again.

And I know that there is always hope that I'm not miscarrying.

I'm just trying to put it all out of my mind. It's too much to bear. God, please bear this burden for me.....

Thank you all for praying.

16 comments:

Angie said...

I'm so sorry Birdie. Praying for you right now.

Kelly said...

Birdie, I'm praying that you aren't going through this hell all over again.

Lauren said...

Continued prayers for you, Birdie. Keep us updated about your blood work.

Heather Raven said...

So many prayers for you. Blessed Mother, Mary wrap you in her cloak of protection. God is good and He knows the plans He has for you. You are loved. God be with you.

Jenine said...

I am praying the baby is sticky and is scaring you needlessly!

Through my miscarriages I clung onto Jeremiah 29:11 - "'For I know the plans I have for you.' declares the Lord. 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future.'"

God's timing is perfect, and He *never* wastes a hurt.

Seriously?! said...

Oh Birdie, I have tears for you right now. I hate being in that place, not knowing what is going to unfold. Of course I am hoping that things work out for you. Sending you strength and hugs.

Ellen said...

Praying for you Sweetie! It IS in HIS hands !
Blessings,
Grandmommy

Kelly said...

I am so sorry your going through this! I am praying for you!!!

T said...

I am so sorry you are going through this too. I'm still spotting and it's scary as hell. My US isn't till next week and I'm hoping for the same thing - quick and easy before I *see* anything. I'm hoping yours goes away just as fast as it came. My thoughts are with you.

Jessica said...

Praying!!

Anonymous said...

Oh sweetie, I am thinking of you and sending up many, many prayers. Please keep us posted as you can...

- Erin B.

Ann - Building a Nest said...

Praying

Prairie Anonymous said...

Oh no. Been there. Thinking of you. Too many tears in my eyes to know what else to say. Thinking of you.

Amazing Life said...

praying~~ xoxo

E said...

Aww *big hugs*. Praying for you Birdie. Update us asap. I hope everything is okay.

Tracy said...

oh no! I'm so sorry. I'll be praying hard for you, Birdie!

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