Sunday, February 13, 2011

I Thought I Was Pregnant

Yesterday I got up early and took a pregnancy test. I didn't see a line at first. But later when I came back, I thought I saw the tiniest slightest tinge of a pink line on the strip. (I know... You're not supposed to read the results after 5 minutes so I should have known better!!)

My heart fluttered a little when I saw the tiniest line in the history of pregnancy tests. So I tested again. Again, I thought maybe possibly.... Could it be???? A teeny tiny pink line? Or maybe not? It was so minuscule that I kept holding it up to the light and inspecting it like a scientist might inspect a slide under a microscope. ha!

I told my husband, "I think I might be pregnant, but I'm not sure." Then probably an hour later I started my cycle!!! At least I didn't have long to build up excitement only to be disappointed!

So obviously there was NO line there (except in my imagination! ha!). And I was disappointed.

But still, there was that relief deep down that I have one more month without thoughts of miscarriages and surgeries....

One more month to get in shape.
One more month to lose a few pounds.
One more month to prepare myself for pregnancy.

Still, it would have been such a blessing to be pregnant. But you've gotta look at the bright side of things, right?

Maybe next month!!

In the meantime, Big Guy and Little Guy are doing wonderfully. I'm a bit sleep deprived every day. But Little Guy is starting to sleep a lot better and usually only wakes up once in the night now. He'll be 2 months old tomorrow!

I hope you're all having a lovely weekend!!

9 comments:

Nick and Kristi said...

I can remember those days of inspecting PG test by a light bulb looking for any sign...So sorry girl:(

Kelly said...

Ugh. This is the worst. I'm so, so sorry.

E said...

:(

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry too. That's happened to me before - and it's so disappointing!

Thinking of you - and sending up lots of good thoughts about this cycle as well!

(((hugs)))

- Erin B.

Sarah said...

:( I like how you look at the positives...I'm totally looking at the positives too this month - another month to lose a couple more pounds, eat healthy, get my mind focused on God more and more, and conquer the idol that has become RPL

Birdie said...

Ladies, thank you so much for your sweet encouraging comments. I know that you all understand. I appreciate you ladies so much!!

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